Recovery is a gift. Before you get there it comes with pain and misery, suffering and affecting our love ones, but it doesn`t always have to be like that. My experience went from prison to trying to take my own life, recovery, guidance from a sponsor and the 12steps. Eventually I got everything back. My family, I went back training, gained a peace of mind and I am able to care and love for others today. Recovery is a gift when you grab it hold onto it. Work for it 7days a week, 24hrs a day. Same as we drank and used. The best gram I ever took was the program. You`re not alone ❤️🙏